that nyte.

its been a very cold nyte.
HURTING.
damn sorie gugurl.
what eva do happen.
im so sorie.
i didnt meant to let u go.

but ya.
do sumtimes the feeling came of LETTING AWAY.
im sorry.
damn noe dat ure HURT too.

gugurl.
letting u go..
makes me DAMN WEAK.
wont REPEAT that damn MISTAKE again.
promise ya.
as i love u so much.

gugurl.
today.at tiz specific time.
as im writing tiz post.



i look in ur eyes.
n realise...how PRECIOUS u re to me.

GUGURL.

dont u ever LET me go.

as ure the most precious thing in my life.

that kinda smile.

yes.its a MEMORABLE SMILE.
looking at that smile.
makes me sure.
that i can do it.
and i did it.

gurl.
when u CRY at that specific moment.
again damn sorie that i just can't remember the fact of timing.
u makes me damn WEAK.
seing thet tears flowing from that smooth cheek.
makes me WONDER.
how strong am i to PROTECT u.

i just feel useless seeing that tears.
sorie that im not there next to you.

and so i take the trouble to call u.
its like lightning striking into my ears.
as i hear u cries.
gurl.
im sorie i wasn't there

but yet,now.

i felt the glory.

as i suddently saw u smile.

that kinda smile with the tears on ur cheek.

makes me realise.

that i am capable to protect u..

and my gurl.

hope to PROTECT u till end.

night of 26th may

of all the days.
i wonder why she pick diz date.
urm.
let me write here that as the matter of 'SACRIFYING'..
i do feel HURT
yet..
NEGLECTED

sumtimes i do feel sum kinda FOOLISH.
as she'd told me b4,tiz is WHO SHE IS.
i shouldnt feel diz way.

knowing that she's there.
make me damn speechless..
listening to that sweet voice of her.
makes my tounge just cant move.
'boboy'

with her.
i learnt that love is not that easy to get.
i do SACRIFICE.
'sayangs'

by all means.
she's my sunshine.
to noe her.
makes me smile.
yet 4get that HURT side of me.

im waiting 4 3105.
in de damn cold nyte.
wonder where is she now.
in the CAR.
KL to S.ALAM.
sis n her.

*mishk*

L.O.V.E

new day in my life..
as far as im concern..
its been a WONDERFULL beginning starting from that day onward..
and may i say..
again, I FORGOT the date.

i guess the date is 23th april..
im sory again if im in the wrong side of fact again..



3105;
knowing u in my life....
just bring SMILE and LOVE..
knowing u makes me understand the fully context of FATE

3105;
in love with u..makes me forget everyone else in my life
knowing u...
is everything now..

but yet 3105;
sumtimes i knew my love couldn't be stronger than DOUBT.
i realise that ur DOUBT always win..
and as far as i know..
the more ur doubt win..

THE WEAKER I GO.

soul3105,
knowing u makes the sun shine so bright in mallacca..
having ur eyes looking at mine...
makes me felt secure to know that ure always there..

3105;
i wonder if u knows that beautiful eyes of yours..
could make me 'MENGGELABAH' out of nowhere..
i wonder if u knows.that smile of urs..
could make my body 'GATAL2' for a while..

3105;
i knew..that as far as u love me..
it is MEANINGLESS,
if im not yours yet..
dear..wait..
and please..dont let ur doubt win again..
coz...
as long as ot kept winning..
it makes me WEAKER.