date of the wednesday

how am i supposed to be?
will i ask here?
am i that bad?
am i that useless?

to be sitting in the chair where i'm hated?
makes me keep thinking and asking.
what wrong have i done?

again,
when someone just say,
'I DON'T LIKE HER'
and that her is referring to ME.
it just HURT.

and knowing someone like me.
just well pace with the situation,
again, makes me asking.
am i supposed to be here?

AM I ACTUALLY IN THE RIGHT PLACE,
AT THE WRITE TIME?
may god and faith answer it all.

.leisure.

when waiting for time,signatures lost n cheers.
these may be things that we can provide to make us feel better.

.TRUST.
.TRUTH.
.LOVE.
.WORDS.

being at that moment of thinking.
it should make me scared.
that.

LOST IS SOMETHING.
I MUST FEAR TO.
I MUST FACE.

should i say.
sitting in this chair.
makes me suffer a lot.
as sometime
DOUBT win the GAME.
and trust just FADE away~