sumtimes when we start thinking

to tell u the truth...
today...at 11.05p.m at night...
i kinda realise...WHAT THE HELL IS ACTUALLY GOING ON IN MY LIFE YA???
im damn sad of what going on now...
who am i to judge anyone??
but here to tell u the truth...
FUCK the hell off!!!!!!!
i am feyroz aizu zainury...
n may i ASK where the HELL is everyone who says im their FRENS??
to be with me...ALL the fucking time???
it just SUCKS to realise that when a person TALKS, its nothing then to COMFORT!!!
WHERE'S the person who talks cock to stay with me trough RISE n FALL??
n may i ASK , am i ALONE in this fucking world??
tonite... i REALISED that i get the fuckin NOTHING from anyone...
to see it from the bright side.
NOTHING and ZERO.
i have sumone i DAMN CARE.
and WHERE is she??????
HAPPY WITH SUMONE ELSE????
not feeling that BAD though.
but may i ASK here, WHERE is the HELL is sumone???
that she often say...
ILY????
where???
y she naver nail???
damn!!!
i felt NEGLECTED !!
just hate the part of letting go!!!
but i neeed to!!!!